Saturday, June 9, 2012

O scrisoare pierduta (1953) - CARAGIALE - teatru complet-LA ZI

Vanessa Mae - The Devil's Trill

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I get out - lauren hill lyrics

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In the early 1960s, Israeli scientist digging at the site of Sodom found remnants of bone and body tissue encased in rock. American scientists were called in because they had better equipment. What they found in the preserved body tissue was a sample of the virus.

The Americans reconstituted it with living cellular nuclei. Quietly it was tested on a terminally ill patient in a St Louis Hospital in 1967. The man died a horrible death.

The virus was called AIDS because it removed whatever immune system the man had left. The American research determined that this thousands-of-years-old virus was artificially genetically created.

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UFO_ Missile trace_ New mystery spiral lights seen over Israel, Middle East


Les 400 farces du Diable (1906) - Georges Méliès

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The Mermaid - La Sirène - A Sereia - Georges Méliès - 1904

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June 2010
from JayWeidner Website

Spanish version

Rense: Many people have heard the term “Archon” but would be hard-pressed to define it. What is an Archon?

Weidner: To begin with, I would draw attention to two articles on your site: The Global Coup d'Etat and the one about ownership of the world. The Queen of England owns one sixth of the non-ocean surface of the world; and keep that in mind as we go into the Archon subject.

The Archons were whispered about in texts after the burning of the library at Alexandra with some mention of mysterious beings called Archons. But the powers that be spent 1,300 years cleaning up the records and had written out the Archons from our history.

In 1947, texts were found in clay jars in Nag Hammadi in Egypt and, on these texts was a story of what the Nag Hammadi people, 2,000 years ago, thought the world was about.

The reason the Nag Hammadi texts, which date back 2,100 years (100 BC), are so important is that no-one has been able to put a spin on it [the texts have not been altered, destroyed or omitted as in the Bible], no-one has been able to distort or destroy them which is what they’d really like to do [to keep the information and knowledge from the masses].

Luckily, they survived, were successfully translated and when many people read them, they found a clear and defined discussion of what these Archons are.

The texts had been buried in a deep cave in Egypt, in order to protect the most important information that they had.

Rense: There are 13 codices containing over 50 texts, which is quite a substantial amount of writing.

Weidner: A highly descriptive document of an entirely different world [from the one we know]. People don’t realize that, 2,000 years ago, there was a religion on this planet calledGnosticism, which was the biggest religion on earth at the time, was vying with Hinduism. You could go take a university course on the history of religions now and wouldn’t even find a mention of Gnosticism.

The Nag Hammadi texts provide a description for what the Gnostics believed. Gnostic is a Greek word meaning knowledge - gnosis. The Gnostics believe that liberation can only be achieved by knowledge, by the consumption and evaluation of reality through knowledge.

The Library at Alexandria was run by Gnostics and they were the first people to collect scrolls and books and assemble this information.

Their culture spread throughout Europe and the Middle East. This was long before the advent of the Western religions outside of Judaism which was mostly concentrated in Israel. Gnostics preached that there was an invasion that occurred about 3,600 BC and, about 1,600 years before the Nag Hammadi texts were buried, they wrote that this invasion was like a virus and, in fact, they were hard pressed to describe it.

The beings that were invading were called Archons.

These Archons had the ability to duplicate reality, to fool us. They were jealous of us because we have an essence of some kind, a soul, that they don’t possess, and the Nag Hammadi texts describe the Archons. One looks like a reptile and the other looks like an unformed baby or a fetus. It is partially living and partially non-living and has grey skin and dark, unmoving eyes.

The Archons are duplicating reality so that when we buy into it, when we come to believe that the duplicated, false state reality is the real reality - then they become the victors.

Rense: How are they duplicating reality? Is it by using consciousness?

Weidner: Yes, according to the texts, they can get into people and can manipulate people to do things very suddenly that are very odd. But also they are actually responsible for the deterioration of culture, so unlike the culture of the ancient Greeks or Chinese but a cheap façade of a culture.

As the Archonic presence has spread across the earth and has escalated in the 20th century, you can see that they are responsible for sprawl and the mass ugliness that is everywhere.

Television is an example of Archonic imitation.

Humans are imitated on television but the imitation is altered and is nearly always obscene and profane because the Archons not only do not understand the sacred but they hate it. They are jealous of the natural world and of human beings with the natural world. Also of sexual relationships: loving couples make them angry and they love violence and are sexually titillated by anger and war and death.

They create war to consume energy from the dying.

Rense: The Archons seem to be making their big move now, at this time. You can find out about the Nag Hammadi Library on the Internet, which is the living record of the great Gnostic movement. Gnostics and Templars seem to have been all but cleansed from history.

How, in the texts, have the Archons been described as coming here? Is there any reference to their mode of transit, travel?

Weidner: Supposedly, they live or lurk outside the inner planets near Saturn i.e. in our solar system.

The Gnostics thought that Jehovah was an alien, off planet, demon and that he was a fake god - a masquerading Archon again - duplicating reality. They did believe in God, they believed in what they called the one true God and that’s how they always defined it. Interestingly, Jesus defined his belief as being of the one true God, always delineating it.

I believe many of the stories of Jesus are actually Gnostic myths about a possible rebellion against the Archons who came down very severely on the rebel.

So the Archons were released somehow from a prison - and this is probably what The Book of Enoch is about - where he said he took the demons and locked them in a box but that they would come back at the end of time. Jesus was very interested in relating this idea that something was going to happen at the end of time.

So you see this illusion going on and then we see also that when Sitchin translated the texts, the cuneiform tablets, that the Anunnaki are probably also the Archons. So we can learn more about the Archons by reading about the Anunnaki who came here and altered us genetically [using our DNA] so that they could make slaves of us.

So we can work out a picture of what these Archonic forces are.

They were somehow successfully quelled and then began their re-emergence and they are as close to immortal as we could understand and that’s why their plan is so precise but they needed time to gain power because, the people of the earth were essentially Gnostics who were resistant to, and didn’t believe in the “religion” that was being foisted on them where they must be fearful of an angry, war god called Jehovah.

But eventually, the forces of Jehovah conquered the last of them and now they are pretty much in control of the system and are getting ready for the final, gleeful [sarcastic] orgy of despair and horror [imposed upon humans] which is what they like.

So, following Tim Rifat and his horrific description of what is about to happen. This is very appropriate, very accurate because this is exactly what they want to occur.

When I did a show for the History Channel last year, I shot it so that it would not end up making people fearful. I shot it so that it didn’t have any fearful footage and they went behind my back and they shot more footage without my knowing and they filled this special, for which I was one of the producers, resulting in two hours of terrorizing fear.

This is the head of a major network.

I think the Archons are involved in some bizarre pornography where they are here and they are perverting us and enjoying every last second of it and we’re letting it happen and I don’t know if there’s any escape from it because now they’ve made it almost desirable to be violent and perverted and sick.

Rense: Ask any young person what their life is like and you will hear much of what Jay Weidner is describing. There was a news story, the average 14-year old watches an average of one and half hours of hard core porn per week.

There are current terms that we use which could be ascribed to Archon activity: Zionists, megalomaniacs, but this evil that we’re talking about certainly has been around for a long, long time.

Weidner: It’s highly organized and beyond human and one of my reasons for delving more deeply into the subject, was that I could see that the organization was just too effective and too trans-generational [to be earthly] and that’s when I found John Lamb Lash’s book, which I highly recommend, called “Not in His Image” about the Nag Hammadi and the Archons.

We must realize that we can tell which ideas are the truest by how much they are repressed. When they are suppressing an idea, a language, or individuals [or a way of being] you know you have accessed the truth or that individual is portraying the truth. The Gnostics were completely wiped out.

One group of people that were exposing that they were being invaded by these duplicators, these Archons - were wiped out of history.

They were wiped out completely. They called them pagans and other names but that is not what they named themselves, which was Gnostics who were very knowledgeable. They knew at the center of the galaxy were millions of stars, they knew how far the sun was from the earth. They were incredibly advanced people and the undertow of this one war-god religion spread across the entire world and now it’s going to burn itself up in a conflagration where all the Jehovah worshiping religions are going to murder each other - which has always been the point.

I really hate to say this but we have all been fooled. The whole idea that some kind of messiah is going to come to save us is an Archon trick to make you think you don’t have to do anything about your present situation, no accountability.

Maybe some supernatural force will come but I think you have to look at how this oppression occurred and why it was written out of history.

When you begin to look back, you realize the early christian, from the time of Jesus to the time of Constantine in 310 AD, they were preaching that they did not worship Jehovah; they worshiped the one true God. It could be argued that the early Christians were actually Gnostic followers of Jesus instead of what we, today, call christians.

The entire New Testament was completely rewritten by Constantine and all of the information on the Archons was removed and the ideas of Jehovah being a cruel god were lessened. This is a fact.

The Nag Hammadi texts are older than the New Testament by 400 years. The New Testament that we have today wasn’t concocted until about 350 AD.

When you go back to the Nag Hammadi, it doesn’t have the sin factor; they say what they really think.

Rense: The issue of someone coming here to save us, whether it’s the second coming of Christ, a spiritual master or ET which may be the most sorry line of them all. This is the most damaging of all to take humans off the hook of responsibility.

Weidner: I agree. It’s an abuser/abused relationship. What these religions have done is beat us with a stick with nails and, whilst they are beating us, they are telling us they love us and that they are doing it because they love us. It’s a trick, a reversal of reality that the Archons are always doing. They are always trying to convince you that war is peace, that love is hate.

Everything is always backwards and the ultimate in this duplication - now this is probably going to make people unhappy - is this whole idea of gay marriage. I have no problem what two people do in their own house, or whatever they do in their lives, but the idea that you can sanctify something that is actually a profane duplication of natural reality is an Archonic perversion of the truth.

Once you can see it, you are able to see that everything is being turned into a head-over-heels con trick where everything is reversed. I don’t know how we get out of this except to talk about it and people are very afraid.

Even scholars who know about the Archons are very afraid to talk about them in public because you attract Archonic energy by even mentioning them but, at this late stage in the game, we have to start thinking about who is fooling us and why they are doing it - and study what the ancients had to say about all of it.

Rense: Many people look into the media - not the mainstream media - for information. So who are these Archons now? These are Talmudic Zionists, to a large degree.

They are part of it, perhaps they are the central core of it. We need to start looking at the name values are and where their DNA says they came from, the Khazarian Empire. They adopted Judaism and used it like a stick to beat people and hide behind at the same time which is a great tragedy for true, honest and Jews of good heart and there are millions of them. So they are being used perhaps more cruelly and ruthlessly than any other group.

This is a summation, a viable thesis as to why there is so much cogent evil on the planet and why so many deaths in the last century - well over 100 million people have been killed and something is feeding psychically off the energy of these events.

There is a blood lust, a very dark and evil satanic blood lust and we are, apparently, well in the hands of these beings now. They have made their plans long ago and intensified them over the last two hundred years and they’ve pulled it off. They’re doing it without any stealth now. They’re pushing it in the faces of an ever dumber and helpless American populus.

Did the Gnostics leave any strategies in the Nag Hammadi texts or anywhere else or any ideas to attack or subvert this evil?

Weidner: The Gnostics believed that there were advanced beings who actually care for us and that there was a bet or forecast made that the advanced beings’ creation i.e. human beings, would one day stop falling for the tricks of the Archons and wake up and they provided avenues for this to happen.

One thing that is certain is that the Archons hate more than anything after love is courage.

They cannot stand up to courage or a clear, articulate debate because their own premises are built entirely on falsity. It’s all false and so we can begin deconstructing history by seeing through the lies. By observing outside the box, outside the norm, you can see the tricks of the Archons.

Everything they do is fake, it is not real and has no history, no veracity. It is always a parasitical living off others. Anyone who is following this mad, insane god, Jehovah, will be lead to their death for certain. If you think there’s a reward for you for serving the Archons, I assure you there is not. As they hate courage, stand up to them.

They will try to destroy, try to tear you down and do everything they can but nothing makes them shudder in fear more than someone standing up to them and they always overreact to it because they are cowards and terrified themselves.

They don’t believe in an afterlife and there may not be an afterlife for Archons but I think there is for humans and that humans are a divine principle. This is also what the Gnostics say and we were gifted with intelligence and reasoning and this is what makes the Archons so angry and jealous of us because we have this innate, creative intelligence, which can almost solve any problem.

Solving the Archon problem may very well be the test. The final test of humanity is can you define the Archon problem and solve it? The thing that will solve the Archon dilemma more than anything is to love each other unconditionally. That just drives them out of their minds. They cannot stand familial love or the love between men and women and that’s why they do all these things to destroy the pureness of it.

If you look at the path of modernity, it’s one attempt after another to remove any sense of purity even from the children. It is really hard for them because children of 6 or 7 years old who watch television see things that probably no human should even see.

The same thing is true about the horror films, these are all Archonic tricks to desensitize people so that they create even higher levels of violence when that point becomes necessary for them, so they can become satiated.

Because that’s what they are doing, drawing energy from us because they have no intrinsic assets.

Rense: The whole idea of the Archon controlled media is to desensitize the masses and reprogram them with the most base of drives and instincts.

Weidner: I don’t watch television but I was at a conference recently and switched on the television in the hotel room and was bombarded with people getting killed, all kinds of sex going on.

Rense: I won’t have a television in my home and got rid of it over 21 years ago.

Weidner: Television images are the fastest way into your mind.

Rense: The saddest thing is that this is all self-policing. They understand how the masses work perfectly and peer pressure. They understand the drive of young people defining themselves in order to be accepted by a group and they know that no-one wants to be threatened by expulsion from a group.

So we get stories like the one last week: British middle school age students who are very bright, gifted kids on the fast track, individuals are now dumbing themselves down so they can have friends.

Weidner: It happened to me in school. I had to play stupid so my peers would get along with me and would stop beating me up.

Rense: Intelligence is viewed as arrogance and conceit by those who don’t have it or don’t want it.

Weidner: They are against gnosis, they are against knowledge. The defining myth of Western mythology is that Jehovah told Adam and Eve that they could not eat of the Tree of Knowledge. Not only that but if they did eat of it, they would surely die.

Yet they both ate of it and didn’t die so he wasn’t even telling them the truth.

This essential core myth that we’re being told from the very beginning is that we are to stay stupid and if you attempt to smarten yourself up, you will be punished.

This central myth is the reason we are caught in this nightmare world of abused relationship where they beat us up whilst telling us how much they love us and say, don’t worry, some savior somewhere is going to save you. You don’t have to do anything, just lay there because it’s going to come in an alien spaceship or the clouds or Obama.

Rense: Many of the photographs of Obama picture him, as they did Bush, with halo-like lighting above his head. Look at the video of Obama on and his deep-waisted bow at the same time as holding his right hand with the King Abdullah of Saudi, which they denied and at the photo shoot, see him grinning from ear to ear.

LIE - White House Says Obama
Didn't Bow To Saudi King
Believe The White House, Or Your Lying Eyes?
April 8, 2009

from Rense Website

The White House is denying that the president bowed to King Abdullah of Saudi Arabia at a G-20 meeting in London, a scene that drew criticism on the right and praise from some Arab outlets.

"It wasn't a bow. He grasped his hand with two hands, and he's taller than King Abdullah," said an Obama aide, who spoke on the condition of anonymity.

The Washington Times called the alleged bow a "shocking display of fealty to a foreign potentate" and said it violated centuries of American tradition of not deferring to royalty.

The Weekly Standard, meanwhile, noted that American protocol apparently rules out bowing, or at least it reportedly did on the occasion of a Clinton "near-bow" to the emperor of Japan.

Interestingly, a columnist in the Saudi-backed Arabic paper Asharq Alawsat also took the gesture as a bow and appreciated the move.

"Obama wished to demonstrate his respect and appreciation of the personality of King Abdullah Bin Abdulaziz, who has made one of the most important calls in the modern era, namely the call for inter-faith and inter-cultural dialogue to defuse the hatred, conflict and wars," wrote the columnist, Muhammah Diyab.

The video shows Obama dipping toward the king as G-20 leaders greet one another at the ExCel Centre in London.

He is as phoney as they get.

Weidner: Yes, and the thing with the Archons is, as soon as you get rid of one, they will trick you and just produce another face. Islam is not what we want to have in this world either. It is another form of Archonic trickery. I’m not saying we shouldn’t believe in the spiritual world, I do, but I’m saying we have to be a lot more discerning about what is being forced upon us.

Rense: I’m seeing the most primitive behavior now, rising up, as more of the second and third world climbs up the metaphorical ladder.

Weidner: If anyone thinks that we are not being targeted by foreign powers with that president and our current state weakness, well they are out of their mind.

Rense: If they have any minds left to get out of anymore! We are heading towards a conflagration, as you say, there’s no question about it. When and how, we don’t yet know but please do prepare.

We’re talking about food, protection, common sense, growing your own food.

The Archons have made it very difficult for anyone to live a healthy life because of the constant toxicity pumped into their bodies, the air they breathe, the water they drink but beyond that, but also through energetic subjugation of the masses through cell-phone radiation, all kinds of ELFs and EMFs, Gwen towers, the HAARP projects (including the mobile HAARPs that can be set up anywhere), so there is a tremendous amount of these technologies.

All of the telephones all of the media can come through the electricity into your homes, everything can be carried over the electric grid, as we know.

The issue is, they know that, too.

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This amazing movies tells the true story of a dream made a dream by a dream maker slash pioneer slash film maker, the magickal amazing George Melies. Produced by SCORSESE and Johnny Depp, played by the amazing Ben Kingsley, it shows how even an old broken man can be fixed by love, and how dreams live forever in their magickal world than can be sometimes seen by the human eye.

Very picturesque and well played, FULL HERE

Subtitrat in romana un film despre inceputurile cinematografului si lumea magica ce i-a dat nastere, o poveste adevarata despre creatorul de vise, Melies..AICI.

Si una dintre capodoperele maestrului LE VOYAGE DANS LA LUNE:

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În thrillerul futurist de actiune Repo Men, oamenii şi-au extins şi îmbunătăţit viaţa prin intermediul unor foarte sofisticate şi scumpe organe mecanice create de o companie numita “The Union”.

Partea întunecată a acestor descoperiri medicale este că, dacă nu platesc factura , Uniunea îşi trimite oamenii cu înaltă calificare pentru a lua înapoi proprietatea acesteia … cu nici o preocupare pentru confortul dumneavoastră sau supravieţuire – acestia sunt repo men(recuperatorii).

Jude Law joacă rolul lui Remy, unul dintre cei mai buni repo de organe în prezent. Când el suferă o insuficienţă cardiacă la locul de muncă, se trezeşte echipat cu inima “top-of-the-line” a companiei… precum şi o datorie uriasa.

Dar un efect secundar al procedurii este faptul că jobul sau nu mai este în inima lui – astfel, când el nu mai poate face plăţi, Uniunea trimite cel mai dur repo dupa el, Jake fostul partener(castigatorul premiului Oscar – Forest Whitaker )

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Pyramids of Death - National Geographic - Subtitles in Portuguese

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William Henry - Mary the illuminator

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A Choir of Whales Singing as the Pleiades Rise

3:00am 22 August 2008 A Choir of Whales Singing as the Pleiades Rise

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Friday, June 8, 2012

Khidr, friends of God and ilm ladunni

Technology of the Heart: Khidr, friends of God and ilm ladunni: 1. and say: "O my Sustainer cause me to grow in knowledge." - The Quran 20:114 and then behold, it will be for Us to make its meaning cle...

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Simple Spiritual Practice for Everyone

Technology of the Heart: Simple Spiritual Practice for Everyone: Within our heart wondrous secrets of the Beloved are locked away. Humanity looks everywhere but his or her own Heart, that's why the M...

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Underground Species and the Hollow Earth - 1 of 3

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hollow earth strange photos.

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Thursday, June 7, 2012

Human Weapon - Silat (Full)

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Human Weapon - KravMaga (Full)

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Human Weapon - Pangrateion (Full)

Human Weapon was a weekly television show on The History Channel that premiered on July 20, 2007. The hosts, Jason Chambers and Bill Duff, travel across the world studying the unique martial arts, or styles of fighting, that have origins in the region.

Each episode usually consists of a brief introduction regarding the featured martial art, including footage of established fighters sparring. The hosts will then travel to various locations, learning several strikes, blocks, or other techniques valuable to the particular art from various instructors and/or masters. Along the way, they learn about the origins and cultural history of each fighting style. To help the viewer understand the moves the hosts learn, each technique is visually broken down with a motion capture element.
After practicing featured aspects of the art, the hosts typically assess the various skills and their effectiveness. At the end of each episode one of the hosts must fight a representative of the episode's fighting style.

The show is similar to a later program called "Fight Quest".

In August 2008, the History Channel cancelled the show :(

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Ritualuri de primavara

Ploua. Picaturi mari de apa cad cu rapait de gloante. Cohorte de nori alearga dezlantuite deasupra copacilor goi. E dimineata si o lumina sura se prelinge odata cu ceata, coborand dinspre munte. Sunt intr-un sat de la poalele muntilor Poiana Ruscai si vad cum vine anevoie primavara. Sunt aici pe urma unor povesti despre Caii lui Santoader, iarba vantului, strigoi si pricolici.

Nu e nimeni pe ulitele pustii si niste femei care au stat langa un izvor ca sa-si umple galetile au disparut fara urma intr-o curte, lasandu-mi doar amintirea unor broboade legate straniu, una peste alta, cu capetele ridicate in sus, asemenea unor coarne

Pietroasele este o asezare risipita pe ulite inguste, care coboara toate catre albia noroioasa a raului Bega. Totul musteste de apa, pamantul e jilav si zapada mai staruie prin colturile umbrite. Ca sa ajung in cerdacul celei mai batrane femei din sat, dupa cum m-a sfatuit preotul, urmez drumul de-a lungul apei si ma opresc la penultima casa, ascunsa dupa o poarta grea de lemn

Ana Lapugean e in bucatarie, sta pe un scaunel cu spatele catre o soba mare, ce acopera jumatate din perete. Se incalzeste la focul vioi si viseaza poate la zile mai senine. Nu se lasa rugata mult, se vede ca e bucuroasa de oaspeti si dornica de povesti. Imi spune de la inceput ca "mai are numai cinci ani pana la nouazeci", si ca a trait o viata "mandra tare". In schimb, anii astia pe care-i duce acuma nu ii mai plac.

"Nu-mi place lumea in care traiesc", spune privindu-ma cu niste ochi cenusii, oarecum intrebatori, ca si cum eu, venita de departe, i-as putea da o solutie, o rezolvare, un ajutor la framantarile ei. Tace o vreme, apoi imi spune ca, mai demult, parca erau alte "legiuri dupa care se misca lumea" si oamenii le tineau cu mare sfintenie, caci nu era bine sa uiti invatatura celor batrani. "Toate aveau timpul lor si vremea lor, nu puteai iesi din ele, caci te radea lumea."

Imi spune apoi ca si sarbatorile se pregateau altfel, nu ca acuma, de azi, pe maine.Lelea Ana a ajuns unde vreau. Stiam de mult ca zona montana a Banatului isi mai traieste inca traditiile pagane si am vrut sa vad minunea asta cu ochii mei. Am mai cules odata o poveste, tot dintr-un sat de pe valea Begai, despre o femeie-lup.

Am fost acasa la ea, am vazut-o, i-am facut o fotografie, am scris despre ea. Dar fusese abia inceputul. Un inceput ca un soi de initiere, care m-a indemnat sa ma intorc.

Saptamana Cailor

Asezata pe scaunelul de lemn, fara sa se lase indemnata, de parca ar stii ce vreau sa o intreb, batrana incepe sa-mi povesteasca despre "caii lui Santoader", o sarbatoare veche, foarte respectata in sat.

Cu glas sfatos, de mare povestitoare, are atata drag de vorbit, incat nu pot sa nu observ ca parca i s-au luat cativa ani de pe umeri, atat de bine ii pare ca are cu cine povesti. Imi spune insufletita ca in Saptamana asta a Cailor, care tine mai multe zile, vreo noua, zece, in fiecare zi trebuie sa faci anumite lucruri, ca sa poti intra cum se cade in post si in primavara. Ca e cea mai grea din postul primaverii si ca mai ales femeile trebuie sa se fereasca de a nu gresi cu ceva.
Raveca, sora Anei�
"Era vai si amar de fetele ori nevestele care erau prinse la razboi, ori cu furca de tors lana in saptamana asta. Era vai de cele care nu tineau zilele Cailor!". Le ajungea din urma blestemul. Saptamana Cailor incepea cu "Lunea vaselor", cand femeile faceau lesie din cenusa si apa, cu care spalau toate vasele din gospodarie, ca sa nu fie unse si sa nu mai miroasa a carne, pentru ca drumul de venire al Pastelor sa fie curatat de mirosuri si sa nimereasca poteca spre sat.
Apoi imi spune ca in "Martea si Miercurea stramba" nu era voie sa lucrezi, ca sa nu te strambi, sa nu ramai paralizat, Doamne fereste! "Marti sara era cel mai periculos sa stai cu furca si sa torci. Mama si Buna ne povesteau ca odata s-or dus niste fete la sezatoare si or uitat de Caii lui Santoader. Noi, iaca, povestim acuma, zacem, da' nu stim cand o fost asta.
Demult, demult! Si or venit la sezatoare si niste feciori straini de sat, tare mandri, si unul dintre ei era cam schiop, dar parea ca de el ascultau toti aialalti. Or stat ei ce-or stat, or povestit cu fetele, asa cum se povesteste, si apoi le-or luat la joc, si-or jucat bine pana cand ala schiopu o inceput dintr-o data sa cante "Salatruc, Salatruc, Salatruc", un cantec pe care nimeni nu l-a mai auzit pe-acolo, cu niste vorbe de care nu stia nimeni ce-nseamna.
Si-atuncea, numai ce-or pornit jocul flacaii aceia, care s-or preschimbat, dintr-o data, in niste cai mari, vineti-negri, cu niste coame mari si cu cozi lungi, pana-n pamant. Era un joc asa, nebunesc, si le-or jucat pe fete, pana cand n-or mai fost bune de nimica, pana le-or nimicit cu totul. Asa le-or pedepsit, pentru ca nu le-or respectat zilele.
Buna Anuta si mama Saveta zaceau ca ele i-o vazut pe Caii astia si ca erau ca si caii la trup, numai ca aveau cap de om, de om tare mandru, si mai zaceau ca se faceau cateodata in niste feciori tare, tare frumosi, de ti-era mai mare dragul sa te uiti la ei, si-ti tot venea sa suspini. Buna Saveta zacea ca numai aia se faceau Cai ai lui Santoader, care insalau fetele fecioare si apoi le paraseau. Sa te feresti de blestemul de fata ori femeie parasita, ca-i cel mai tare, sa stii!
Niciodata nu se stie pe care din neam cade vorba grea a unei fete inselate de-un barbat... Blestemul muierilor inselate e tare greu, ca pe vremuri, fata trebuia sa fie fata cand se marita, ca altfel o ducea mirele inapoi la parinti, pe grapa, si ajungea de rasul satului, cu tot neamul. Era, Doamne fereste, pe timpurile alea, daca ramanea o fata asa... stii cum vreau sa zic... daca ramanea gravida. Oi, Doamne! Era vai si amar!
Daca facea copilul ala, apoi ajungea de rasul satului si nu se putea marita veci, sau numa tare tarziu, cand era batrana, cu vreun sarantoc ori cu unul care n-avea capatai. Iara aia care le inselau pe fete erau flacai ori, cateodata, mai erau si barbati cu neveste si copii, care se temeau dupa aceea sa-si recunoasca pacatul si de aia erau pedepsiti, de se faceau cai, ori stragoni, ori lupi. De toate fricile astea, in zilele Cailor nu lucram sara, nu aprindeam opaitul, si cum se intuneca, ne trimitea mama la culcare.
Poate ca sora-mea, asta de intra pa usa, care-i mai tanara si mai apriga in putere, stie sa graiasca mai frumos decat mine", zice matusa Ana, vazand ca se deschide usa si ca doua femei intra in bucatarie, intimidandu-se cand dau cu ochii de mine.
Joia iepelor
Femeile s-au asezat pe o lavita de lemn, una langa alta.
Se vede ca sunt neamuri, au ochii la fel si nu trece multa vreme pana cand, dupa ce m-au cercetat mai intai, oarecum pe furis, sfiala e lasata la o parte si incep amandoua sa sporovaie cu o bucurie neascunsa, ca si cum ne-am cunoaste de cand lumea. Cea mai in varsta, Raveca, vorbeste prima. "Io stiu de la mama ca tot ce este in casa si-n curtea omului, animale, pomi, flori, unelte, oale, oameni, toti si toate trebuie sa stea sub o lege.
Degeaba ma pregatesc eu de Pasti, daca n-am ingrijit de vaci si nu le-am aparat cu o rugaciune de fermecatura. Degeaba curat eu casa, daca n-am tinut Joia iepelor, ca sa am vite sanatoase. Tot in noaptea asta de joi, din saptamana Cailor, se duceau femeile maritate si culegeau spanzul, pe care-l puneau la urechea animalelor bolnave si, dupa cum se umfla urechea, stia omul sau cine

stia, cine cunostea, stia daca se mai poate face bine animalul sau nu. In schimb, fetele fecioare aveau alte griji, ele culegeau iarba vantului.
Raveca cea tanara�
Si eu am fost cand aveam cam cincisprezece, saisprezece ani, cu alte fete, la cules. Plecam in vinerea din Saptamana Cailor si ne duceam in afara satului, la locurile pe unde aveam pamanturi si unde stiam ca mai creste iarba asta.
Vara, cand e inflorita, o poti cunoaste dupa florile ei albe, iti iei un semn, un copac, o culme, un tufan, ceva dupa care sa poti recunoaste locul, si primavara ti-aduci aminte cam pe unde ai vazut-o, te iei dupa semnul acela si sapi dupa radacina. Dormeam in noaptea aceea de vineri acolo, in camp, in vreun adapost, ori in vreo poiata, sau pe la vreo casa, daca era prin apropiere. Io am dormit la poiata lui Fulger, un vecin cu mai multe fete.
Si catre dimineata, cand inca era intuneric, dar nu asa de mare incat sa nu poti vedea, ne duceam pe camp si scoteam cu sapa radacina de iarba vantului. Asta-i o radacina lunga si neagra, groasa ca degitu. De multe ori n-o puteam scoate intreaga si atunci rupeam numai o bucata din ea.
O luam si asa rupta si nici nu ne mai uitam inapoi, ne grabeam sa ajungem repede acasa, ca trebuia, inainte de rasaritul soarelui din ziua de sambata, sa facem lesie in care sa fierbem radacina si sa ne spalam pe cap cu apa aceea ca sa avem par frumos si sa nu se lipeasca farmecele si blestemele de noi. Si-atuncea, o femeie mai batrana din casa trebuia sa zica:
"Toadere, Santoadere/ Da chicuta fetii mele/ Cat codita iepii tale". La noi in casa, Buna batrana spunea zisa asta. Toate femeile din casa se spalau pe cap si cea mai batrana dintre ele spunea totdeauna poezia. Apoi tusinam si oile si vitele din batatura cu apa aceea in care a fiert iarba vantului, ca sa le aparam si pe ele de farmece si le tundeam cate putin par de pe cap".
Sfatul batranelor"
Acuma ai inteles ce-i cu Caii astia?", ma intreaba razand matusa Ana si se intoarce catre suratele ei, care incing si mai strasnic povestea, vorbesc acum toate, se completeaza una pe alta si inteleg din ce spun ele ca cea mai mare grija a oamenilor din aceste locuri este sa astepte curati sufleteste marea sarbatoare a Primaverii.
Pentru ca altfel "n-aveai loc intre oameni". Exact asta simt si eu acum, dupa cateva ceasuri de povesti, simt ca nu mai am loc si rost intre aceste femei pe care le-am provocat la amintiri cu intrebarile mele de nestiutor, schimband dimineata rece si cenusie intr-un adevarat sfat al Mumelor. Ies din casa aproape fara sa ma bage in seama si le las sa-si traiasca povestile, mult mai frumoase decat vremea cenusie de-afara.
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